Sour cream.

I have a lot of sour cream left over from my perogies and want something else to eat with it....

Anyway I need to start studying for history. I told myself to work for straight A's this semester... but now I might have to settle for B's. I knowwww I'm so repetitive, but habits are hard to break, haven't I said that recently too?

Anyway I haven't talked to Dan in 2 weeks now and WTF I did not think I was going to have this hard of a time handeling it. I just stare at my phone hoping he'll call, but then think if he does I shouldn't answer. I'm a mess, yet of course you couldn't tell by being with me. The only person I ever want to talk to things about now is Dan, since he always said I never show my feelings. Well, fuck. My first heartache, I really hope this is the worst it ever gets because if it's not I'm never having a boyfriend ever again.


Haha maybe that was a bit dramatic, but you know what I mean, right? One day soon I'll have other things to post about besides him, promise.

The art of procrastination.

If anyone's good at putting things off until the last minute, it's me. I think I've been doing it since middle school and it's by far the hardest habit to break. Especially writing something on the computer. I should probably disconnect the internet and lock myself in a room with no tv or radio, or anything for that matter. Right now I have about five windows open, postsecret, facebook, google, and grooveshark. The Tv is also on, true life is on low but I pretend to watch when the world wide web has run out of excitement. If I want to be a writer this should probably be the first problem I fix, deadlines deadlines deadlines...


Otherwise I've been confused and frustrated since Dan left. He says he doesn't want a long distance relationship, FINE. Yet he calls me almost everyday and really wants me to come visit. We've decided to stop talking for good twice, but I guess like I said earlier, habits are hard to break. Right now I'm awaiting his decision. "All of nothing" was what I told him, and I'm dead serious this time.

Ok I'll get back to writing that article.... siiighhhh.

Update: Ok, it's really over for good this time.